Life's so contradicting. All along from young you learned all the no-doing things, drinking is bad, smoking is bad, lying is bad, stealing is bad and everything. and when you grew up, you turned bad somehow, and now all the thinking and correct things became haywire.
there's nothing right, nothing wrong. Present to April next year sort of planned out. I've been thinking for after April 2012.. i wish.. but i fear. but if you keep on doing what you are doing, you wont get what you want. Maybe really trying, i guess. I should lead a different life.
I wish i can overcome everything.. from now till next year.
one month away, i wish, i hope, it may be a false hope, but i guess, i shouldn't expect anything.