so tired to be tired. and what's happening now, in a few months time or years, the memory in me will only remains a little. just like how i can't rmb what happened years ago, and its just pictures and passports and everything that made me remember.. thinking about the past is so... but still.. sigh.. just like now, i won't treasure. and years or months later, i will regret. that's life isn't it? those words like with huge meaning, all really saying the truth. but still.. meh. LIFE IS SO..

came back today and really tired so went to sleep. and just realised that many things at home, i don't really know. everything is set so nice for me, and im taking things for granted. no matter how tired my parents are after came back from work, they still need to "entertain" us and the "house". is it time like this, or my age or whatever so called.. the "turning adult" stage that will think this way? f dont understand adult, and neither teenage or adult now. its like so frustrating.

saw pandicine today and talked to her awhile.. it's like.. yes i can rmb how much we've been through during last year syf. and to think that now, after a year of jc.. she really changed alot ah? i mean i changed too. but still, that's friendship.. and really glad that the bond is still there.

now i know why old people so naggy. and i havent even turn adult i already tired of nagging to the younger ones. i think i can just kill myself :x oh. what's life?